Monday, November 15, 2010

♥i just wan to be a simple person♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 6:28 PM 0 comments
Hello my sweet blog friend!!!Ok, so I know I haven't written anything in almost TWO month!!!
Yes i noe i am a BAD blogger... so sorry... So much has been happening and I WILL not going to blog all about it...bcuz of so much to tell! Party, fun days with friends, amazing family, and nowadyas being stick with the boyf..


Well, this blog isn't going to be about anything specific...jz wanna blog about the recently mood!!!

"I'm trying to find myself as a person, sometimes that's not easy to do. Millions of people live their entire lives without finding themselves. But it is something I must do..."

Sometimes I sit and think about what my life will be like in five, ten, even fifteen years from now. I think about many thing like what my career will be,who I will have become,friendship,lover n so on. One of my biggest fears in life is that I will never fully find the person who is me or do the things I have always dreamed of. No matter how much we plan ahead, sometimes life gets in the way and things don't turn out the way you thought they would. I question who it is I truly want to become and what kind of life I want to lead. More importantly, how does one come to find out who they really are? There is no test to take or outline to follow. How I wish it was as simple as that......

Wednesday, September 8, 2010

♥永恒?!♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 9:56 PM 0 comments



这世界上是有永恒的吗
有谁可以告诉我?
“随便”这两个字
我已习惯挂在我嘴上了
有了现在很要好的朋友
忘了我忽略了我一点也不稀奇
就连一通的电话或是一封的sms
也不再浮现在我的电话了
伪装的对待我
谢了
这只会让我更觉得我们的感情越来越不真实了
也许你们会叫我不要多想
该往好的方面去想的
但我就不能!!!


哈~~~永恒的友情
有一天也会所变质的吧!!!




Monday, September 6, 2010

♥Holiday♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 11:09 PM 1 comments




没有考试的日子总是过得比较无忧无虑的*hope i cn pass all the paper*
考完finals已有四天了。。。这几天都过得很开心!!!=)
因为考试的原因害我的脸也变得比较的chan去了
这一个月都没有时间去做facial。。。打算在这一两天要去做facial了
要不然我的脸再也不能出去见人了!!!

有好多部的连续剧都没有去追来看...我真的是outdated了
我看至少有五六部吧。。哈哈
一定要在这个假期里看到完。。。
现在我才要追看PS 男罢了。。。。好看极了...









最近一直都去看戏。。。
上星期六和一大班的朋友去看"PIRANHA"
30个人一起去看。。。太强了。。。哈哈
这部戏本来是有两小时++的。。因为有些部分在这里是不能播放的
所以cut到变成只有一小时多~~~
不怕看到血淋淋的尸体。。。你们一定要去看哦。。。
真的很好看!!!


好吧。。。我要去看我的戏了
今天的post是有一点的废啦。。。
希望你们不会介意哦。。。

♥Happy Holiday♥

Thursday, September 2, 2010

♥I can smell the freedom now♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 2:30 PM 3 comments

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"I can smell the freedom now"
dis is wat i had post in my fb status
haha...mean tat my finals is going to the end...!!!
one more paper to kill before i smell the freedom
haha...yeah...the hols is waiting for me very very soon...
i holiday...cant wait for tat moment to arrive!!!


my all dear ji mui...i'm so damn missing you all...
we like couple weeks didn't meet up together d...
let's us go to shopping k...
i need to shop seriously..!!!
hv to start to plan for our outing d alrite?hehez...
i miss you all♥♥♥
i noe u all miss me too....xD


那天的日子慢慢地就要降临了
我真的很担心
很难想象那天会是怎样的情形
很不想要看到那尴尬的场面
但。。。
就算几不想要...最终还是要面对事实的
心。。。一直都在害怕着
希望一切都会雨过天晴吧!!!
我相信只要我们坚持着我们的信念
不可能的事我们都能够去解决的。。。
期待着~~~



That's all for now.
Tis is a very brief update to attract my readers to come n click on my ads...=)


In addition,i need something to release my tension.
Entrepreneurship is driving me headache...
so many chapter hv to memorize...arghhh
last paper d still wn to treat me like tat
ishhh

btw,God Bless Me!!!

k la...hv to continue do my entre revision d
stay tune for my next post
bye!!!


p/s:i miss you so much...



Thursday, August 19, 2010

♥奉劝天下所有的男生♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 5:50 PM 0 comments
1.有了女朋友,好心就别乱搞啦!!!纸包不住火的!!!看你能玩多久??
2.有了女朋友,好心就别对其他女生口花花!!!
3.有了女朋友,好心就别半夜三更跟其他女生sms说电话!!!
4.有了女朋友,好心就别偷偷跟其他女生约会!!!
5.有了女朋友,好心就别对其他女生有暧昧关系!!!你怎么知道那女的是不是你女朋友的朋友???
6.有了女朋友,好心手机和电脑就不要有其他女生的照片!!!能免则免!!!女生会胡思乱想!!!误会吵架就不好了!!!
7.有了女朋友,好心就别在网上facebook或friendster 等等,一直跟完全不认识的女生要电话号码!!!看到美女身痒呀!!!
8.有了女朋友,好心就别跟其他女生太亲密,即使是女朋友的朋友也不能!!!
9.有了女朋友,如果是真心爱她那就别让自己心爱的她哭,伤害自己!!!
10.有了女朋友,就别太过在乎自己的朋友!!!要知道,自己的女朋友才是最重要!!!
11.有了女朋友,就应该好好珍惜!!!
12.有了女朋友,就应该好好疼她,爱她,保护她!!!


不要等到失去以后才后悔!!!没用的,失去的,就是永远失去了,怎样也挽回不了!!没那么简单,就能找到谈得来的伴~~~想想吧,在你最无助的时候,是谁不离不弃陪你走过难关??


给那些有了好的女朋友的男生^^

Monday, August 16, 2010

♥August post♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 4:49 PM 1 comments
Helooo...i'm bak here again...
heeee...ur guys got miss me???
i guess tat is NOT...haha!!!



joanne

Nothing much to blog actually
love my life currently especially in dis month♥♥♥
but if the matter is settled...it would be the best!!!
I believe the matter is able to solve very soon~~~
God Bless Me again...!!!


Well well well...
As usual,every semester finish we ll face with the final exam rite?...
Oh God...i'm freaking hate to sit the exam paper...
the exam is depriving me frm sleep and turning my routine upside down...!!!
wat a sad case for me!!!

haiz,we kenot change the facts,so we have to accept it=(
Let just Do it n pray for the best in our finals~~~
Pls pray for me too my fren....=)

joanne ang....turn on ur study mode pls...
u muz pass all ur exam paper to prove it!!!
try ur best to score all ur paper....+u




wearing fresh kon Sparklers Glittering Blue...
it's not suit to me=(







Xiao bi,Ah bi,Sui bi,Da bi n Xiao xiao bi...
i my housemates~~~


let's drink drunk drank!!!wohoooooo










p/s:i'm missing u all the while...

Tuesday, July 27, 2010

♥weird reaction♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 2:57 AM 0 comments
It's over...my mid-term test finally over!!!
but then...i have to put more effort on my cuming final exam...!!!
I cant imaging tat how could i pass thru the suffering day...:'(
wish everything is going smoothly!!!


我不知道为什么刚才通电话通到好好时
突然间会对某人有那么大的反因
不是因为他讲话的方式弄我不开心
而是我也不知道为什么我会有这样的反因
可能我介意些什么吧。。。
算了...或许是我想太多了。。。
对不起!!!nitez

Sunday, July 25, 2010

♥I hate TEST♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 10:47 PM 1 comments



Well,i'm having two test on 2molo
n i'm cum here to blogging...arghhhh
super-pissed off with the TEST!!!
anyone can save me 2molo?God Bless ME!!!

Seriously,i need more n more motivation to study la weiii....HELP!!!T.T
i think 2nite i ll be the "night cat" for doing my fcuking revision....gonna skip the morning lecture class d...zzzz
Sumore,after 3 more weeks,finals is cuming...so STRESS!!!
god bless me again pls~~~

Now,the only thing tat can calm down my pissed off feeling is listen music...
keep repeating listen"最后一次"....a nice song!!!

kla...study mood hv to on now..
will update after finish my test perhaps...
do stay tune ya...
miss~~~





Monday, July 19, 2010

♥Growing old♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 9:44 PM 1 comments
Time flies so fast. And yet, there are still a lot of things I want to do in my life. As time goes on, things got too complicated and stressful. I guess this is how adult’s life is. Got to deal with it then. But then, with all these stressors in life, I think it adds up to looking stressed. I don’t want to have that kind of personality. I still want to look young and fresh. Seeing my premature wrinkles around my eyes and mouth as well as my quite saggy arms are already alarming to me.Needs to moisturize often seriously.If not nobody wn me n i ll be"LAO GU PO" d. Owhhh, growing old is stressful.T.T



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It's time go for apply mask n continue do my log book d...Bye!!!


Tuesday, July 13, 2010

♥I don't understand it...but i TRUST you!!!♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 11:55 AM 0 comments


Finally i m bak frm blogging mood...
sry guys...i m so buzy yet lazy to update my blog!!!
Here is 2day wat i wanna to blog:~






There are some things in life that we wanted but don’t get it. We often think that maybe it’s not for us. But then, there are some things in life that we don’t understand. It leave us feeling confused and puzzled. There’s an urge to want to know the reason why it’s happening and coming up with a solution that everything happens for a reason. We may not get it. But we know God’s plans and knows everything, that is why it is right to say that we entrust everything to Him. Let’s all leave it up to Him and stop figuring out why certain things have happened. We do have a good God, and we know He only wants what’s good for us.


Joanne ang....it's time to stop everything...
u had been so suffering dis matter for quite a long period...
wat for u wan be like tat?!dun think so much..try to believe it even tat is jz a lie...
Cheers!!!!

Monday, May 31, 2010

♥Email♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 10:26 PM 0 comments
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Friday, May 28, 2010

♥埋藏这一切♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 2:51 AM 0 comments
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Tuesday, May 25, 2010

♥Down♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 12:54 PM 0 comments




慢慢地察觉到
和她的友情好像有点和以前不一样了
以前的将心比心好像渐渐都没有了。。。=(
心。。。突然觉得有点很down...!!!

Friday, May 21, 2010

♥trying to learn how to disburden n cherish everythings by holding a mature heart♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 9:50 AM 2 comments





As i grow older I slowly realize that life is actually very short and very very unpredictable.*Hmmm...actually i knew it earlier d.*One minute u might be here laughing the next minute u might be crying.Or one day u are here the next day u are gone.Seriously u can never predict what lies ahead u.A clean and straight path?Narrow path?A path full of ups and down?Or a path of no return?Some ppl say ur future lies in ur own hand.How true is it?To me,ur life is ady written in a book.If HE wants u to stay u stay if HE wants u to leave any minute u can just leave this place=(...U can even leave this place while u are sleeping.Ur heart just stops.Or u are in ur own house and suddenly an airplane just crash into ur house.Or u are happily hanging out v ur friends and some unfortunate event ll happend.It hurts to lose somone u know and love.So cherish every moment u hv with the ppl around u.Ur family members ,close friends,facebook friends,acquaintance,even ur enemies or ppl u don like.Always must remember to cherish everythings and every moment that u are blessed with.Live ur life v no regrets.Dun make urself to be regret.







The blogger




To someone:

I believe everythings tat u r telling me.I dun care that is lies or not and i dun mind how the ppl said as well!!!I jz will follow my heart to noe the fact n the everythings.Am i idiot?NO...!!!【I can be sure to say to u】...i jz cherish wat i have now n the things around me only.Even though i noe sumthing might impossible ll happend on me again.But~~~happily tat i can face n chat to u with no resentful.We still can chat like nobody else.Remember all the conversation between u n me???i hope u have remembered it all....Besides,finally i can do it well like wat had i promise myself.YES...dis is wat the situation tat i want for n i wish for!!!❤❤❤Lastly,wat i want to say is..imma willingly to be like tat forever n ever......living v no regret-ING!!!=D



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YOU are the only friend which i NEVER wish to forsake!!!



Deng...
the very 1st time blogging in the early morning...so high huh?!?!
Btw,good morning my dear friends!!!
wohoo...my mood is freaking good now*wink*...!!!keep it on...joanne!!!
okay la..hv to stop blogging now...
11am class later....
hv to blow my hair n do my thing 1st(:
Alright...wish u all hv a nice Friday n of course wish me as well=)...!!!xoxo

Wednesday, May 19, 2010

♥19/5♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 11:32 AM 0 comments




i wonder whether i'm the winner at last???

Monday, May 17, 2010

♥变♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 12:32 AM 0 comments



一个人会变。。。
只是不知道几时才会变
无论他/她说过什么话,做过什么事,不要完全地去相信和投入
一旦相信了,而这些话这些事已成为过去式的时候
伤心的只会是你自己!!!
不要没事拿苦来受!!!


一个人
看清楚了
观察久了
了解久了
那就足够了!!!


真真会一直关心你的,懂你的人
不是这样的!!!

Sunday, May 16, 2010

♥Hols end♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 4:27 AM 0 comments


my face is getting haggard>.<



Tik Tok Tik Tok,it's Sunday now,time is flying like hell,mean tat my holidays is gonna be an end d.The new sem begins 2molo...it's so fast to me leh,i'm still in holiday mood=(.......Okay,result of last semester had released on Tuesday,i pass all my subject,include the IT which is i hate the most!!!pheww~~~i can no need to face it anymore!!!And i get my timetable ady,mon class is the most sucks,9am till 6pm....oh gosh,it's torturing me,the first time i have to study till so late, i sure ll fall asleep in the class wan,hmmm the rest of the day is still ok for me.Taking 5 subject in dis sem,need to put more efforts d,can i?!?!=D...haha,someone hv to force me la!!!aiksss,i feel so exhausted now la weii,mentally n physically,and yet,i have to dragged myself early in the morning once again.....assignments,presentations,test gonna make me sick,i guess i need to cope with my hectic life for dis few month!!!GAMBATEH,joanne ang!!!

2molo i will meet up my fren b4 going bak to my hostel!!!After tat,need to clean my room,arrange my cloth n so on...tired dao~~~~!!!Btw,my 1 month holidays were long and fun-filled=P..i do enjoy it!


it's ady 5am sumthing now,finally feel so sleepy,time to sleep d...will update thn,nitez world!!!





Friday, May 14, 2010

♥a very random♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 3:36 PM 0 comments


it's 4.16pm now...doing nth here
only fb-ing...plurk-ing...msn n listen music...
so cum to here blogging awhile...
hmmm...suddenly craving for sushi....n yeah later will having it...
yum yum!!!







i think it's kinda over....and i wan to have a new start now... i dunwan it to happen again and yea, i'm leaving it at the back....



i should appreciate ppl around me now!!!


i think dis is the only wat i wanna post on 2day....a very very random post!!!
okay i hv to prepare now n going to having sushi later
miss ya...xoxo!!!







♥xoxo♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 3:18 AM 0 comments

simply like dis pic...Neway@queensbay




my galssss...!!!



Neway officially open!!!
singing kaki who live near queensbay there
can no need go till red box to sing d...hehez...
btw...the environment is not bad...
quite class...n the price is so worth!!!





i'm "ki hiao" dis few day...haha...only some of them know why...!!!
besides..i'm so confusing now!!!





Wednesday, May 12, 2010

♥Brainless hacker♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 1:50 AM 0 comments

I hate the brainless hacker!!!



My old msn account had been hacked by the hacker....freaking pissed off!!!W-h-y the ppl choose to hack my account....i'm so innocent...!!!Lost my fren msn account...make me wanna add them bak....so mahuan only!!!And i forgot those fren msn account...how???sob sob....T.T
This is ok.....2day received a call frm juan...she told me that my old account really hacked by ppl...the hacker use dis account sending the ludicrous email to my fren...!!!O-M-G...


The email tat sending by the hacker:~

Am Sorry to disturb you with this mail ,I'm out of the country in London and found myself in a situation which i really need to take care of now. I need a loan of $1,500 I'll explain better and refund the money back to you immediately i get back . If you can help me out with the money or whatever amount you can come up with I will really appreciate it, get back to me as soon as you get this email. Please keep this between us.

Thanks,

Joanne


Thx juan forward dis email for me!!!



Harlo...dis hacker is ok ma???he is so foolish la...who will so stupid ll simply transfer the money....bull shit la him!!!I'm so sry for those who had received dis email.....!!!



Why i'm so unlucky!!!









Tuesday, May 11, 2010

♥100个对不起♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 2:07 AM 0 comments


100个对不起

看了别哭,很经典

请耐心地读完它

今天期中考,
学校早一点放学,
我打了通电话给他......



喂!
我今天比较早放学,你来载我回家好不好?

好,等我五分钟

什么。。。五分钟!!?我学校就在你家旁边耶

我。。。总要打扮一下啊。。。

好啦。。。那。。。快一点喔



下午2.00
太阳晒得
让我有种冲动
想喷鼻血的感觉。。。
我站在树荫下
挥动着手
虽然没凉到哪里去
但是煽总比不煽好



五分钟过了。。。

他还没来

我看看手表,有点不高兴!

十分钟也过了。。。

他还没到。。。该不会出了什么事吧???



呸呸呸。。。乌鸦嘴


十五分钟过了。。。

他。。。总算到了。。。



这么这么慢。。。??


他一副无谓的样子说:
没啊,看个电视

什么!!!
看个电视???
你要不要顺便睡个觉
洗个澡吃个饭再来?


我没有说话,
没有拿安全帽,
没有上车的瞪着他。。。。


对不起

这。。。。
是他第一次对我说

【对不起】



他是一个人很大男人主义
爱面子的男生
所以他。。。
从不向女生低头说对不起


我看着他。。。
好吧!
似乎面色渐色

我带上安全帽
让他载我回家。。。。

他总是这样
从来不解释
不争论
不跟我吵架

只和我说
【对不起】

有些事。。。
不是一句【对不起】
就能解决的!!

但是他都向我道歉了
我也就没再追究下去

他说。。。
我是第一个
让他说对不起的女生

认错需要很大的勇气
但是。。。他。。。
从来没有改进过他的
【错误】


【对不起】
反而变成一种打发我的话


第二次。。。
【对不起】

第三次。。。
【对不起】


【对不起】
【对不起】
【对不起】
【对不起】


在他说第59次
【对不起】时。。



我。。。。
流着泪了。。。。


我低下头说:
你不要再跟我说对不起了。。。
如果你无法改变
就不要让我给你
一次又一次的机会
还相信你会改变

他轻轻地拥着我
说了第60句
【对不起】

虽然如此
他还是没有改变
不做任何的解释

我开始怀疑他。。。
是不是有事瞒着我了


你最近这么了?

没有啊

那你为什么心情不好?

没有啊

有时没有啊。。。
你除了这句话以外
还有别的吗???
你知不知道我很担心吗?
很没有安全感!!!
你到底有没有当我是你女朋友?


【对不起】。。。
我不要听说对不起啦!!!


我挂了电话
他也没有打来了。。。。
他根本就不在乎我
也许。。。我们该结束了。。。。。

这是他说的第99句
【对不起】。。。。


从那天开始
我再也没有找过他
他也没有的打电话给我
有时候。。。
我会接到一通无声的电话
但是我喂了几声,就挂了。。。
有一种直觉是他
但是他为什么都不说话??


一个月之后。。。

我按捺不住思念的心情
决定到他学校找他
我在教室外东张西望的
就是没有看到他的人影

我随便捉了一个男生来问

同学。。请问一下梦伟今天有来吗??



他休学了咯。。。

啊?为什么?
什么时候的事?

他已经一个月没来了

。。。喔。。。谢谢。。。
一个月。。。一个月没来
怎么会呢?


跌跌撞撞的回到家。。。
拨他的手机号码。。。


您的电话
已经为您转到语音信箱
请在嘟一声。。。


我挂了电话,
打到他家,
响了好久都没人接,
怎么会?

全家移民吗?

他仿佛
就从这世界上消失了一样
没有留下一点痕迹。。。。

他该不会另结新欢了吧。。。

我开始胡思乱想,
我找不到他。。。

正当我烦恼的时候
电话突然响了


喂,你还在干嘛啊?

什么?

梦伟在医院啦。。。

真的?!他怎么了?

没有啦。。。他在OO医院
就是你上次住的那家

我马上去!!!



我立刻用我出生以来
最大的速度飙到那家医院
在医院。。。
我看到了他妈妈和朋友们
我向他们问了
他在哪间病房之后
就急忙的飞奔而去
他。。。躺在床上。。。
眼睛看着我
没有说话
没有起床
一动也不动的



喂。。你。。。怎么了??
为什么不通知我呢?


他没有回答我
只是一直用同样的眼神
看着我。。。


回答我啊!!
你为什么不说话?

他眼角流下了一滴泪
身体仿佛用了最大的力气
牵动着嘴角:
。。。。。【对不起】。。。。

说完。。。
他闭上眼睛了。。。。


喂!你别装了好不好?
为什么要说对不起
我不要你说对不起啊
你起来啊!回答我啊!
呜。。。呜。。。你给我起来呀
不要再闹了啦。。。呜呜。。。



我哭倒在他床边
拉着他的衣服哭喊着。。。。


你为什么要说对不起
连说服我的理由都没有?
我不会原谅你!!!
你起来啊!!!
你说对不起没有用啊
你不起来。。。。
我这辈子都不会原谅你
我求求你。。。睁开眼睛啊。。。



这是他说的一百句
【对不起】。。。

一群医生和护士拉开我
开始抢救他
我全身没有力气再站起来
我的头脑一片空白
眼前一片漆黑。。。。


他。。。没有离开这个世界
只是我永远都无法触摸到他
但他有时
也会在我梦中出现
告诉我他过得好不好
他还是陪着我
还是活着。。。
在我心里。。。他依然如昔
还是会笑着叫我咏煕
叫我老婆
只是。。。。
他不再对我说
【对不起】了。。。


几个月之后。。。。


他妈妈来找我
给了我一个盒子
里面装的是一百张照片
每一张照片的背面
都写着它让我生气的事情


第一次【对不起】

老婆。。。
我今天不是故意迟到的
我也知道理由很烂
但是我真的不忍心说实话
我在出门前。。。
我突然心脏绞痛
但我已经尽量赶来了
原谅我好吗?


第二次【对不起】

老婆。。。我。。。。。


第三次【对不起】

老婆。。。我。。 。。 。。。

第一百次【对不起】

老婆。。。
我不是狠心要丢下你
只是。。。
上帝似乎不给我这个机会
让我爱你一辈子
为你戴上戒指。。。。。

老婆。。。
你是我第一个让我说
【对不起】的女孩
也是我第一个想
共度一生的女孩
原谅我。。。
原谅我不能给你幸福。。。
我会化成天使
守护着你
看着你得到幸福
答应我。。。别哭。。。
我不要看到你为了我
憔悴流泪的样子
我爱你
永别了。。。老婆。。。


我怎么可能会不哭呢?
你的要求太严苛了


最后一张照片

是他在医院里拍的
照片上他笑得很灿烂
他变得好瘦
脸色好苍白
但是他还是露了笑容
拍这第。。。
一百张照片
在他最虚弱痛苦的时候
我没有陪着他

【对不起】


我抱着他的照片。。。
流泪不止!!!


THE END!!!!!!



愿天下
所有的情人
愿你们
能珍惜眼前的人
不要失去后
才懂得珍惜。。。
不要让悲剧再次上演!!





如果我还一直深爱着你。。。

你是否还会待在我身边?

如果我还一直在乎你。。。
你是否会再看我多一眼?

是否我已不存在了。。
你才感觉到我的离开?

是否我已离开了。。。
你才感觉我对你的好?



在此祝福全天下
所有的有情人
都能够忠诚眷属







感想:

一边看眼泪就一直飙泪
我就是那么的感性。。。
虽然我不知道在现实生活中是不是真的会发生
但我相信是会有的
我看了几遍。。。眼泪还是会忍不住地留下来
真的是超感人的!!!
为什么老天爷就是那么爱玩弄人
难道这样分开人就好吗?
这只会让活着的人痛苦罢了
明明彼此都是相爱的
就只是因为某些的原因不能够在一起
真的很不值得!!!
所以。。。珍惜眼前人
不要等到失去了
才来后悔
就算真的失去了
就该想尽办法去争取回
好让自己不会觉得可惜。。。遗憾!!!
至少你曾经努力过!!!








































Monday, May 10, 2010

♥一切从0开始♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 12:36 AM 0 comments




现在的心真的踏实很多了...那晚不停哭了一小时...隔天起床...哭到眼睛都肿去...看不到双眼皮!!!第一次三更半夜在姐妹们的面前哭到那么的惨...还害到她们很迟才睡...i'm so sorry!!!说出我心里一直以来压抑在心里的话...真的舒服得多了!!!dear yh,lx,sk谢谢你们那晚陪我一整晚...开解我...让我觉得我并不孤单...至少我还有你们!!!你们对我说的话...我会记住的...放心。还有想对lx说...不好意思哦...嘻嘻把你的tuala当是tissue来用...擦眼泪鼻涕的!!!











Sunday, May 9, 2010

♥insomnia♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 4:49 AM 1 comments


Joanne is still awake...
it's 4.49am right now....
i cant sleep la weiii...try to sleep but failed...
HOW???






Btw
i'm missing my dear yy seriously...
she is having her mid-term now
tat y..since i'm having my holiday until 2day
we havent meet up v each other yet...
kinda miss her so much...
perhaps...next week we ll meet up
i'm so looking forward tat day arrive...
dear...update me ur news okay...haha
anyway...
dear...all the best in ur mid-term exam k
dun give urself so much stress...
so sry tat...i cannot help u anything
jz can spiritually support you...



okay...jz a short post now
if let the Mr.R noe that i'm still awake now
he surely ll bla out the scientific theory to me wn...
am i right....Mr.R???blek









♥I luv you...Mummy♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 1:41 AM 0 comments



mii...ur smile are so damn funny!!!
i wanna take lots of pic v u ady...
cuz i jz realize tat we gt so less pic only=="





Happy Mother's Day!!!



I Love You ----->My beloved Mummy



joanne's mummy




To my mummy.....


You are the best thing happen to me and i really treasure it alot...
Sorry for being a naughty,refute,stubborn.... girl in front of you always...
Deep down inside your heart I'll always be your lovely girl...
I hope mummy you ll like the present that i bought for you...
Thx n sorry to mummy...!!!
muackssss....xoxo♥♥♥!!!




Thursday, May 6, 2010

♥My HE♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 3:22 PM 0 comments




kinda lotsa people even my relatives oways asking me

1.why are u still being single now?seems like u ady single like a period time d
2.u are pretty impossible no guys chasing you?
3.your requirement is too high izzit?
4.any target now?..............


Good ques....i dunnoe how to answer oso!!!
perhaps my love fate havent arrived ba!!!hahaha


Watever,I do enjoy my single life now*perhaps sumtimes are NOT*
but...i will answer bak to them


will looking forward for my next relationship with a basic and vital requirement
---->a guy who r really qualified to be my soul-mate in the rest of my life time


when i m emo,he just need to talk crabs then i ll be fine,no matter how lame is it
when i m crying,he just need to hug as tight as he can
when i m feeling unsecure,he just need to tell me"I m oways be here with you"=D



I noe...I went thru so many things and dated with kinda lots guys b4
Seriously...I m not interested to play around anymore ...i just wan a stable and long-term relationship...


haha...so i will be very picky for my next relationship...i hope the HE ll be my LAST wn =)...


anyone can tell me who is HE???=="


Monday, May 3, 2010

♥127030510♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 11:50 PM 0 comments
谢谢你
终于让我知道那到底是怎么一回事了
你告诉我的所有事情。。。就算是假的
我都会去选择相信!!!你知道的...
答应我...好好改变自己

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Sunday, May 2, 2010

♥Bring me to life♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 9:24 PM 2 comments


Do you realize tat i had change my blog song?
tis song is utterly awesome...especially the music
when i heard dis song...
it jz like breaks my heart...!!!reflect me!!!
Great Song♥♥♥



Evanescence-Bring me to life



how can you see into my eyes like open doors
leading you down into my core
where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold
until you find it there and lead it back home

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

now that I know what I’m without
you can't just leave me
breathe into me and make me real
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

Bring me to life
(I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside)
Bring me to life

frozen inside without your touch without your love darling only you are the life among the dead

all this time I can't believe I couldn't see
kept in the dark but you were there in front of me
I’ve been sleeping a thousand years it seems
got to open my eyes to everything
without a thought without a voice without a soul
don't let me die here
there must be something more
bring me to life

(Wake me up)
Wake me up inside
(I can’t wake up)
Wake me up inside
(Save me)
call my name and save me from the dark
(Wake me up)
bid my blood to run
(I can’t wake up)
before I come undone
(Save me)
save me from the nothing I’ve become

(Bring me to life)
I’ve been living a lie, there’s nothing inside
(Bring me to life)



Saturday, May 1, 2010

♥你不懂我♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 11:44 PM 0 comments

我不知道我应该要怎样去做才是对
我真的很累了
眼泪也不懂流了多少
为什么就没有两全其美的方法来解决呢?


是!!!!!!
顾及别人的感受固然重要
可是你有想过要去改变自己,去争取机会吗?
试问问你自己...你有真真地想要去尝试过吗?
如果这件事对你来说真的很重要的话
你必定会想尽各种办法!!!
就算机会真的很渺茫,你没去尝试那一线希望
你又知道会失败?
也许你根本从来都不想要去争取过!!!



还有...
谣言真的是太多了。。。多到我都不懂要怎样说
各有各的版本
哪个是真哪个是假...我不知道!!!
唯有当事人才知道吧!!!
(为什么要把自己搞成这样)


然而,我说了那么多
我也不懂是不是我想太多了
是不是只有我自己在想而已?
问问自己。。。或许是我一直都在找借口来欺骗自己罢了
安慰自己那些话是真的。。。如果是这样的话,那我也无话可说
只能对自己说。。。洪惠钐....不要再迷糊执着地这样下去了
是时候该清醒了!!!





但......我又是否真的能够做得到!!!




我想我真的应该要.................................................................!!!!!!!!




Friday, April 30, 2010

♥很有意思的一篇文章--------找老婆就得找爱发脾气的女人...♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 3:43 PM 0 comments
找老婆就得找爱发脾气的女人
永远不会发脾气的女人就如同一杯白开水,解渴,却无味。
而发脾气的女人正如烈酒一般,刺激而令人无法忘怀。

你迟到,她向你发脾气,是因为她紧张你,她怕你出了什么意 外。
你抽烟,她向你发脾气,是因为她担心你的身体健康。
你喝酒,她向你发脾气,是因为她担心你酒醉后没有人照顾, 怕你会出什么事,留下她一个人。
你不爱洗澡,她向你发脾气,是希望你有干净的生活习惯,能 健健康康的生活。
你乱扔脏衣服,她向你发脾气,是希望你能多动动,而不是吃 饱了只会趴在电脑边或者躺在床上长膘。
你对她大声说话,她向你发脾气,是希望你能温柔而细语的跟 她说话,希望感受到你的呵护。
你对她的话视而不见,她向你发脾气,是希望你能把她放在心 里面,希望她说的话你都能认认真真的对待。
你说她有这毛病那毛病,她向你发脾气,是想自己在你的心里 永远是完美的,听到你的指指点点她很郁闷。

你总是忙不停,她向你发脾气,是因为你都没有时间来陪她聊 天,或者抱抱她,她感觉被你忽略了。
你忘记她的生日,她向你发脾气,是因为你对她来说很重要, 她并不会要求一个陌生人记住她的生日。
你身上被发现有别的女人的香味,她向你发脾气,是因为她在 乎你,你是她的所有,她不想跟别人分享你。

女人是最讲理的动物,她的脾气往往导因于各式各样的理由
女人也是最不讲理的动物,因为她的理由经常令人无法理解
女人可以为了一件小得不能再小的事,发一场大得不能再大的 脾气。
因为女人对身边的男人有所要求,有所期望,所以常常会失望、 失落。
因此,女人容易对男人发脾气。

身边有个会向你发脾气的女人,其实是一件多么幸福的事!
而身边有一个会让自己发脾气的男人,是对女人最大的折磨, 也是莫大的幸福。
珍惜你身边那个爱生气的女人,因为那是在乎的表现,而且发 脾气的女人也很可爱哦~~~

假如有一天,她不在为你生气......
留下的只有漆黑的房间,慌乱的心跳,述说着心灵深处的痛楚。
那寂寞的思念,那暗淡的惆怅,还有那幸福的幻觉,独自呓语.......



(T.T).....izzit real???

Monday, April 26, 2010

♥The answer♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 10:44 PM 1 comments




tis few days i've been repeated asking myself one question
i finally got the answer......THE ANSWER IS......!!!
sry tat i'm not so convenient reveal at here
at the first...i tot i really can forgot those things chicly...
try to ignore everything...act like nothing...
but at last i jz realize tat i could not 100% to make it...wtf of me!!!
this matter has been bothering me for a quite long period...
all the while no anyone could help me...EVEN me!!!

to be frank...i wan to noe the reason tat i wish to noe since tat time begin
the miracles will happen???perhaps NO...but i still will fantasying...
sumtimes i will ask myself...
why the god wan give me a hope...give me the second chance
but then at the same time wanna so cruelly treating me
and so cruelhearted take away my second chance...
am i doing anything wrong???
so tat YOU wanna give me dis merciless punishment...!!!
Honestly...I'm not reconciled to accept dis fact until now!!!

i got trying many method to resolve dis matter
to forget everything....
but it was just like transitoriness only
yea...i noe i'm such a useless girl...
u tot tat i wan to be like tat....tis is not oso i wish for!!!
i got no choice=(

someone is telling me sumthing
i dunnoe whether tat is jz a lie or truth
i'm jz listen like tat...
mayb just wanna fool with me only
who knows!!!
but if tat is really jz a lie...it's all right...!!!
as long as u feel happy bcuz tat u are successfully to lie me...!!!
i dun wanna to hate in sumthing...i'm so tired of it...and tat's not me...!!!
btw...i'm just a very very very simple girl...
i treat my fren heart to heart n i wish my fren treat me bak as so...
talk to me with the truth heart but not just a silly lie...thx~~~
perhaps is me think too much la...sry if i say anything wrong=)

2day i found out a song frm Karen Mok...
after listen n see the lyrics...
damn touching....
she can sing out wat my heart sound...
keep repeat n repeat to listen it...!!!





Lastly...i wish tat i could noe the reason in one day...
i noe it might be a little hope for me...
besides,u surely will think tat
y i wan be so persistently in tis so-called reason
i oso dunnoe y...i jz wanna to noe about it
...........................................................................................


CAN YOU JUST TELL ME!!!


Friday, April 23, 2010

♥I hate myself being like tat♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 11:16 PM 0 comments
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Wednesday, April 21, 2010

♥Hols lohhhh♥

Posted by :♥ :about joan:♥ : at 11:45 PM 0 comments

Joanne in the home sweet home~
wohoooo



哈~昨天终于考完最后一张的paper了
也就是说我的放假正式开始了哦~~~超开心地说=D
现在的心情是超赞超爽的...因为没有考试的烦恼和压力了~~~



As my facebook status wrote:

I'm FREEDOM now....anyone can date me frm now d...yahoooo....I feel like a bird flying in the sky happily, like a fish swimming in the sea freely...stress reduced 100% ...LMAO....and I am gonna enjoy my one-month-holiday♥♥♥




嗯~趁现在有假期...当然要拿来好好的休息还有玩咯
也是和朋友好好聚一聚的好时候了~~~
哈哈~~~还有就是我的姐妹们也刚好一起放假了
到时候我们肯定会时常聚在一起了
很久没有见到她们...应该有一个月了吧
好想她们叻...我知道她们也是很想我的...对吧!!!
很期待和她们见面...到时候要好好的聚一聚...聊一聊了
当然少不了拍照啦~~~期待期待♥♥♥
my dearies...it's time to pillow talk again...!!!!



哈哈还有就是
你们这几天都不要叫我去看戏了
因为大多数的戏我都看完了
考试的前一天不怕死还跑去看戏...我看我是疯了
哈哈...


好吧
今晚就酱吧
不懂还要写些什么了
我要去追我的戏了....hehe
希望我的朋友渡过一个愉快的假期
希望我也是吧!!!





 

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