♥The answer♥

tis few days i've been repeated asking myself one question
i finally got the answer......THE ANSWER IS......!!!
sry tat i'm not so convenient reveal at here
at the first...i tot i really can forgot those things chicly...
try to ignore everything...act like nothing...
but at last i jz realize tat i could not 100% to make it...wtf of me!!!
this matter has been bothering me for a quite long period...
all the while no anyone could help me...EVEN me!!!

to be frank...i wan to noe the reason tat i wish to noe since tat time begin
the miracles will happen???perhaps NO...but i still will fantasying...
sumtimes i will ask myself...
why the god wan give me a hope...give me the second chance
but then at the same time wanna so cruelly treating me
and so cruelhearted take away my second chance...
am i doing anything wrong???
so tat YOU wanna give me dis merciless punishment...!!!
Honestly...I'm not reconciled to accept dis fact until now!!!

i got trying many method to resolve dis matter
to forget everything....
but it was just like transitoriness only
yea...i noe i'm such a useless girl...
u tot tat i wan to be like tat....tis is not oso i wish for!!!
i got no choice=(

someone is telling me sumthing
i dunnoe whether tat is jz a lie or truth
i'm jz listen like tat...
mayb just wanna fool with me only
who knows!!!
but if tat is really jz a lie...it's all right...!!!
as long as u feel happy bcuz tat u are successfully to lie me...!!!
i dun wanna to hate in sumthing...i'm so tired of it...and tat's not me...!!!
btw...i'm just a very very very simple girl...
i treat my fren heart to heart n i wish my fren treat me bak as so...
talk to me with the truth heart but not just a silly lie...thx~~~
perhaps is me think too much la...sry if i say anything wrong=)

2day i found out a song frm Karen Mok...
after listen n see the lyrics...
damn touching....
she can sing out wat my heart sound...
keep repeat n repeat to listen it...!!!

Lastly...i wish tat i could noe the reason in one day...
i noe it might be a little hope for me...
besides,u surely will think tat
y i wan be so persistently in tis so-called reason
i oso dunnoe y...i jz wanna to noe about it
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CAN YOU JUST TELL ME!!!