♥the latest me♥

i'm seriously going mad NOW!!!!!


exam is really annoying!!!unbearable!!!!


jz noe how to make me nervous
i almost want to eat the whole sets of notes n jz digest into my"body"....is TRUE

exam?!?!
who is the one set the rule v tis stupid exam
important wic will affect ur future life
wat the HELL!!!


aRgggg~~~~i almost wanna suicide d
nobody can noe my feeling right now *cying*


i gt few days to hold on!!!
i mean rest laR
my exam still nt yet over k~~~
3 more paper to go on next week!!!!!
jz gt few days let me to rest!!!


yupppp~~~i wan rest~~~i nid rest

3 days i jz slip no over 10 hours!!!!

no believe?!?! tat REAL......

plz~~~
let me burst out all my stressness,sadnes......n watever laRRR
i jz wan to rest foR my remaining life
to stop or else i will in trouble now!!!!
ah bo womon gt postnatal melancholia....
me leh is exam melancholid!!!!!!!!*crying again*


dun ask me how about my exam
jz 2 word can say
tat is"UP CAR"!!!!noe wat i mean?!?!
i really say serious to u all....lie ur no usefull rite!!!!
ok~~~plz dun ask me again!!!!THX~~~

aiyeRR!!!! who r tat girl???

ha~~dont confuse urself!!!ur eye dont hv any problem~~
tat's me!!!!
haha~~~how cum i can so smear myself....sumore dare 2 put tis ugly stupid pic at here
hmmm....bcum siao cha bo d

nowadays....my face is rotten...pimples all over on my face
sumore eyebag+dark eye circle!!!
tat y i no dare 2 take any pic now....u all sure will shock when u see me

the important is i really cant bear my hair anymore d...
omg!!!DAMN ugly lar wei~~~1 month i tie up my hair d...
will perm my hair after finish exam....[promise]
hope can better than now!!!!:(







will change back be myself very soon!!!*i swear*





sry ya~~i noe tis acticle is so boring
BUT
i jz cant hold my feeling to say out at here

sry again
i noe my eng is damn dumb
hahaha~~~
i'm improving my eng now
stop laughing n ridicule my eng grammar n other points=.=
i really felt shame on it >.<
xixi~~

ok tat's all 4 today
promise will come n update my blog after my exam

plz stay tune
n miss me lar...k!!!!ngek ngek!!!!

♥left两小时♥

现在的时间是6am
意思是说我没有睡到觉
现在还sipek的精神

再过两小时就要考试了
该来的还是要来
现在
心情很紧张，很怕，压力
但愿我有读的有出，没有读的没有出吧


poppi poppi ti gong!!!!!


刚好“大姨妈”今天又来探望我
很ngam~~
每次考试它第一时间就会来了
不懂做么会酱~~



好了，我要去小睡一下了
然后准备应付我的考试~~

怕怕！！！！


wish me good luck la!!!!


GO GO GO~~Joan!!!!

♥F*** friendster ♥

Shit~~~
my friendster's friends all r gone ald!!!!
no more friend in my friends list d
y my sis friendster no problem 1....
DAMN it!!!!

u oso facing tis problem?!?!
now friendster very lousy la
nid me wanna add my friend back.....


if u r my friend
pls add me back ya


here is my friendster link


http://profiles.friendster.com/joan1231love89


thx alot!!!!

♥Can I Have This Dance♥

I like tis song so much~~~
tis song frm High School Musical 3....

Hope u all like tis song too~~~




[Gabriella]
Take my hand, take a breath
Pull me close and take one step
Keep your eyes locked on mine,
And let the music be your guide.

[Troy, Gabriella]
Won't you promise me (now won't you promise me, that you'll never forget)
We'll keep dancing (to keep dancing) wherever we go next

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Troy]
Take my hand, I'll take the lead
And every turn will be safe with me
Don't be afraid, afraid to fall
You know I'll catch you threw it all

[Troy, Gabriella]
And you can't keep us apart (even a thousand miles, can't keep us apart)
'Cause my heart is (cause my heart is) wherever you are

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

[Gabriella And Troy]
Oh no mountains too high enough, oceans too wide
'Cause together or not, our dance won't stop
Let it rain, let it pour
What we have is worth fighting for
You know I believe, that we were meant to be

(chorus)
It's like catching lightning the chances of finding someone like you (like you)
It's one in a million, the chances of feeling the way we do (way we do)
And with every step together, we just keep on getting better
So can I have this dance (can I have this dance)
Can I have this dance

Can I have this dance
Can I have this dance

♥UPSR放榜了♥

原来今天UPSR放榜了
我都不知道耶

哈~~我有一个堂弟和一个表妹都有考
要恭喜他们
都考到好的成绩

两个都进日新国中！！！


我的堂弟sms给我的daddy
他很可爱！！还会sms给我daddy
but我的daddy很outdated不会回他信息
哈哈~~~就通电话咯


十二月PMR也放榜了
轮到我的小妹要拿成绩了
祝她好运吧！！


God bless her


n bless me too~~~~

♥闷♥

偷偷飞来了
我读到快要垮了
背背背
现在脑里都是notes的东西
顶它的!!!



刚才吃这个!!!
好好吃哦~~~我的最♥！！！

有在追看这两部戏的人
都知道很好看~~
尤其是珠光宝气！！！
里面的艺人都很帅很美~~~



永远support TVB~~~


现在我又要飞回去读书啦~~~
加油加油

♥insomnia♥

now the time ald midnite 5.00 am d
but i din feel any sleepy now
so jz saja blogging lor

everynite oso like tat~~~
the next morning wake up at around 12.30pm

wan call my dear rite now...
bt he sure sleep very sweet d
so better dun disturd him doing pig
i'm good gf rite....haha

but...shhh....dun let him noe i still blogging here no sleep yet
cuz i promise him when i cant sleep i muz call him 1....
haha....


jz now 12am eat MCD....
1 week dunnoe eat how many time d...
my mom say i bcum fatty girl ...
hmmm...i think so!!! *sad-ing*



BUT...after exam...


i will start diet d...


YES....i'm sure!!!

me Joan say 1....

hope i can do it la....wish me wish me~~~


I wan slim body!!!can i????


miss ying
miss dear
miss holiday
miss shopping
miss hang out
miss sk,lx,yh n mt
n miss alot lar.....



haha....sry tis acticle is so "mou liu"
arrrrrrrrh.....i wan slip nw...
bt i cant la....

haiz......k la

sweet dream!!!

♥my exam cuming soon♥

时间过得真的很快
下星期我就要面对我的考试了

我的心好害怕哦

现在我要唱这首歌来安抚我自己了

神啊救救我吧


怎样好~~~~
现在唯有神能来救我吧了

再不然
谁能代替我去考试
有谁和我像脸的，又聪明的

快点告诉我！！！


我很需要你现在~~~*我在做梦~~不要理我*




只考八天~~~要用到三星起来考完
haiz.....酱久
但也有好处啦
多点时间来温习咯！！！



考完后
我就好像小鸟酱
自由自在的
可以飞了


想到都很开心


谁要约我出去yam cha
要预先通知我哦
因为阿我12月的节目排得蛮满的



萤和fish~~~
我要飞去看你们做工的样子
看你们有没有吃蛇
哈哈哈哈


对了~~12月
有什么工可以介绍给我吗
不要每天的
好像promoter酱的
薪水蛮高的有好介绍吗

我要我要！！！


如无意外
一月可以找到工的话
我就要做工了


出世到现在
我只做过一星期的工就没有做过工了
不懂有没有人会要请我叻



老班老板
虽然我没有做工的丰富经验
但我会很勤劳的~~~不会偷懒
我去interview的话
记得要请我的咯



被拒绝了会很不要意思的嘛！！！嘻嘻



aiks~~到时再来打算啦


今晚就写到酱~~
我要去读书鸟！！！
晚安各位！！！

♥亲密的♥

看到它们就闲啊

最近和我最亲密的就是它们

Ekonomi,PA,akaun n PP

你们以为我想要和它们那么亲密咩


最最最折磨我就是
Akaun了

更本就不是人做的
现在才知道form4 form5的akaun对我来说是
多么的容易啊
根本就是芝麻小事



我很讨厌它们的耶
要折磨我一个月
恨死它们


现在只有忍忍忍
害我现在精神衰弱，样子很CHAN


看~~~我样子是不是变得很chan叻
琴拍的

谁能了解到我的心情


啊啊啊啊 真的要我死咩




哈~~~这个ice cream可爱吗？？？

♥爱哭，可减压少生病♥

那天，妈咪拿这篇文章给我看
说对我来是好消息

标题是~~~


爱哭，可减压少生病



知道为什么妈咪一看到这篇就叫我来看吗

因为我是哭包来的*不要笑我咯*


内容是酱的~~~

眼泪常被看成软弱的象征，但据墨西哥[宇宙报]报道
哭泣不仅可以解放压力
而且可以增强免疫力，减少生病


研究人员指出，人类是唯一可以通过笑声和眼泪表达感情的动物
笑声和哭泣都具有传染性
笑产生微笑的蛋白质内啡肽
被称为“幸福蛋白质”
内啡肽能够增强人体的免疫力
眼泪也具有类似的功能，哭泣使人体释放去甲肾上腺素
这种激素是一种经递质
能帮助人们发泄痛苦，获得平静，提高抵抗力
支持哭泣有益健康的一个例子就是
在哭过后，都可立即进入睡眠


此外，眼泪有助于眼睛清洁和预防眼部干涩
眼泪分为两种，一种是反射性或刺激性
如洋葱等刺激性物质引起的眼泪
另一种是情绪和感情导致的精神性反应

所以啊
你们要减少有病
知道该怎么做了吗！！！



那就是
我们就一起哭吧！！！！


哇哈哈哈~~~~

♥my love♥

i miss my dear rite now
miss him everytime
i wan love him forever n ever
dun think wat u like to say
can separate us

I wan tell to tat such of tis person
NOTHING can separate me n my dear


NEVER!!!!!

impossible!!!!




like to hug n kiss him everytime


jz wan say 2 my dear


thx him oways stay beside me
care me
love me
humor me
n buy anything wat i wanna


SO


i jz wanna treat him very good frm now*hehez...sry cuz i oways bully him*
n i wan love him 4ever~~~~


dear~~~u listen it?!?!

hehez~~~


muz remember wat u promise me k
if nt~~u will noe wat happen then



I WILL ALWAYS STAY BESIDE U
AND
SUPPORT U

♥改变♥

现在我的心情根本没有人会了解
第一次说出那种话
真的很不好受
但我还能做什么


我觉得我身边的人都好像变去了
变得让我觉得好怕
我该怎么做才好

遇到了酱的问题
原来我不能向一个人说出我现在的心情与感受
我只想把这些事收藏在我心中
不想给任何人知道


以前的我什么事都不用烦
无忧无虑
现在
人慢慢长大了
就要开始烦这个烦那个


我不要可以吗


我好害怕！！！！！


你们也不要问我什么事
我真的不想说
希望我会过得更好

♥失眠♥

一些事弄到我现在半夜四年半了
都还不能睡

谁可以知道我现在的心情
我想没有吧

我看我今晚是不能睡了