♥L.O.S.T♥

I found out that i really don’t know how to express out my feelings...
not even through speech but also through writing as well.
What had happened with me?
It’s so not like me.. Joanne is no longer Joanne anymore.
I’m lost. Why?
I start to become oways think the negative way but at the same time i hate to be like that.
I don’t dare to expect too much, don’t dare to care too much, don’t dare to trust other promise too much and etc.
Is it because i just want to protect myself from being get hurt again? .
I don’t really like this kind of feeling.
I noe it’s time for me to really let it go. Let it become a part of sweet memories in my life.
We should happy because it happened, shouldn’t feel sad because it past.
Gambateh JOANNE, pls move forward to your life.
I wish the REAL me for the last time will be back again..
“A fragile heart with high determination will never give up easily”.
Anyway,i'll trying to improve myself in order to search back myself..
Lastly,I appreciate everything and everyone that oways stay besides me especially my best fren who oways care about me and wil be there for me no matter what had happened around me,no matter there is change in my life.
I always believe tat friendship can be eternity.I care and i love u all my best fren.

To dear yh:thx for the days you oways care me n listen my secret....♥ you=)