♥Life is so meaningfulness♥

Today just feel like wan to say something over here to express out my feelings....
Yesterday nitez,Jennifer find me chat in msn....we really had a long time no chat v each other d...
n i oso had long time dint chat v ppl like this thru msn ady....we chat n share many things...she is a nice talking person...thx her accompany me passed the lonely nitez=)...*heart*....Besides,last two days...you know wat i did in my hostel....i TOTALLY lost my control at tat nitez...i cry in front of my housemates...they shocked when saw me cry until like tat...paiseh n sry ya...i noe i had no image at all d...ishhhh....btw...thx for my housemates so care me n i promise i will try my best tat i wont do the injured thing on myself anymore...Haiz...my mind now is bombarded with lots of confusing question, my college life, my goal, my friends,my love and my studies......However, i just remind myself of how blessed i already am as compared to other people in poorer countries or people who is suffer from health problem.... Among us, the handicaps still thrive to make a living without their arms or feet.. Perhaps, the blessings i should be looking at are the smaller things that i overlooked most of the time.. So,i SHOULD be content with my life my everythings at present...That’s life in the smaller picture..Sometimes i feel that my parents will disappointed with me as i didn’t put my best effort in my studies… Sorry,my beloved daddy and mummy.....I promise i will do my best start from now....I really hope tat i can do it n dun let my parents oways feel disappointed n worry on me anymore...Do i give much pressure to myself? I never think that before as i know i didn’t put my best effort in my life to make a success one....As u noe i had wasted my two years in my studies for get nothing... Joanne, PLEASE be more determined!!!hmmm...ok!!!!i still happy with it as i realized there are someone who really care about me.. Thanks n appreciate it....= ) I know that we have to live with tis meaningfulness in this world.. So cheer up and help the need ones… As long as you feel your life is meaningful for you, that the meaningful life for you.. It’s all depends only what you think about it.. Cheer up and take it easy , the world is beautiful for me and you all… Joanne, please always keep it in your mind....no worries in your life k!!!!Yeah... I will be going back to my hometown after 2molo, i feel really exhilarated with it.. I miss my parents, my home, my friends much over there. I have lots of things to talk to them....Wow....really feel excited to see my parents,my siblings and friends at my hometown......
k la...gonna goto prepared my presentation for 2molo d...see ya....

good luck to me =D