♥The day is cuming soon♥

i'm turning 20 years old in tis very cuming thursday
highlight that pls...
20???
haiz...out of my teens and into my twenties...
how sad am i!!!
i just dun think that it's the time for me to be a 20 years old leh....
what should i call myself???
a girl?
or woman?
lady perhaps?
oh NO!


everything come into my mind now...
many things....
how i wished to return to past....
or to recorrect things that i've done...
or to appreciate precious moments that will be taken away by time...
oh time, i just hate u!!!!


i cant really put thoughts into words now....
i dont know what's in my mind and what should i write....
it keeps jumping from one to another....


there's alot of things i've learned throughout the year....
sad, happy, ups, downs, hopes... and i've gone thru it with laughters and tears...
there's alot of difficulties....
here and there.... all around u....
tears kept flowing....
trying to burn up the spirits,
to tell ur heart that u can go thru this....
to listen to ur friends that,
"if u can go thru this, thn there is nothing else u cnt do."

it is all over now...
how u wished that time will pass faster before,
now u wish that u can return to the past....
when u're leaving a place and moving on,
u just hope that there is a u-turn for u to run back to the place...
ishhh....why must we grow up???
face problems and obstacles,

where it keeps forcing tears to exist in ur eyes....

but that's life...
four alphabets that bring different meaning to all of us...
some may succeed to move on...
but some may fail to do so...

and me?
what will happen to me?
what's the future hold for me?
btw....i jz wish have a simple life to me only~~~
tat's wat i wish for!!!


tis year birthday ady not same like previous years anymore
But still...i will enjoy my birthday v all my fren!!!!